Aliens, White Light and Levels of Existance

When I recall everything that I have read and understood, I realise that there is a point I'm missing out on. Let me summarize everything I have learnt and felt true. I've been here before with many names and forms. And I must have learnt a lot on this plane. I have a purpose here. One major purpose and several minor ones. Some virtues are important, they must be learnt by experience. Some vices are dangerous and must be corrected by experience. Unconditional love is a feeling one gets in the spiritual form. It is the best feeling ever felt and if practised it can make heaven on earth, if felt by the hearts of all, this love will unite everyone, remove negative energies and establish peace and make our mother earth healthy and healed again. All we need is to believe with our hearts that life and everything here is beautiful, and our thoughts being the powerful energy they are, will become reality. The more people believe in satan, the more there is a chance that thought energies will create such an energy. God does not create Satan, God allows us to create realities using our dreams and thoughts. Many people are stuck in their own personal hell because of this. The universe was founded on a set of laws. These laws govern the universe and the worlds within it. So many combinations of these laws are used for creation. All these worlds and collections of galaxies are part of a large supreme being. The source of all energy that exists in myserious ways, is the holder of the absolute truth, the most hidden of all things. This form I am in right now is one projection from a central personality which represents the complete "me". A star in the sky somewhere, other projections from which go to other planets and exist as aliens. They're invisible to us because the planes of existance were designed to be isolated. Very special powers are needed to actually affect other planes. Well, little green men seem to have succeeded in it a little bit. The large entities that project part of themselves into other planes have the ability to combine with other such entities to form a superior entity which has the combined knowledge, experince and power or the individual entities. I was at much lower levels than this one and I've been through matter, plant, animal stages. More levels await me, its almost like Im playing a ten level jumanji. I have no fear of death because I realise that I'm just going to change form, but my personality will be preserved unless I wish to destroy it or I am punished. In any case the record of life will always contain references to this me. Knowing all this, how can I move forward? Where do I match my knowledge to the reality around me? I know the end point of my adventure, I know the things I need to do to get there. I feel like maybe I've started but I'm not making progress. My life is riddled with questions. I have lost my ability to prioritize. I doubt my own intentions. I forget what I feel toward other people, and I forget whether I had decided to keep living that way or change it. I forget my decided course of action, events that take place change my mind. I am ruining my own future. I can see that with each wrong thing I do I am creating my next birth, creating another form I will have to take to payback or learn. I will enter all over again, and waste time yet again. How can I put an end to the creation of my next life? How can I purify my karma? I still haven't finished reading the Bhagavad Gita.
Message Of Geeta

I have time right now, might as well figure things out and reverse the damage already done before it's too late. I have to get out of this cycle and move on to the next level. Better learn whatever is left to learn and proceed before it's timeout and I'm pushed back to redo this level.