Caksu daan

Donated eyes for the blind. I am now beginning to realize. Everyone gets jnana caksu from guru if they are loyal. I am not the only one with a buzzing third chakra. This eye is the eye showing the worlds within. It will be so nice when I can finally see the Lotus Feet of Sri Guru in my head and heart. Once I see Them, I will be peaceful and relieved from material distresses. Then I can work for Gurudeva and give up all independence. I can give up all sense of proprietorship and attachment to this world. I can be truly situated in my position as the servant of Sri Guru.

I am his servant! Why do I waste my days in laziness and nonsense. Why don't I endeavor to use every moment for him? I am such a fool. And I continue suffering here. Stress because of money that I think belongs to me.