My plans to progress

... have taken a lashing. I thought I'd get rid of addictions and crutches and slowly transfer all my dependencies to Krishna. I thought I'd face the truth and come closer to perfection. But I've been entertaining myself so much that I forgot all about what I wanted to achieve. Completely forgot. I don't even remember which tune to sing Pancha Tattva mantra in.

I do have a bad taste in my mouth though, because I got to see some shallow relationships, lots of drama, lots of things that reminded me of Krishna. This remembrance of Krishna is going to save me. Once a devotee, always a devotee.

Now that I have some remembrance, I should probably read everything fresh to get a new perspective.